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So I have been gone for a really long time and a lot has happened since then. Narendra Modi won the election with massive landslide that I'm grateful for, The big bang theory came to end, so did VEEP, Modern family, and a lot of my favourite shows. My internship got over, my long delayed and super-painful dental treatment came to an end, Cardi B won a Grammy before Nicki Minaj (once a nightmare, but now I don't hate it), and above all of this, I am finally the unemployed depressed MBBS graduate that I always wanted to be.
I pulled over all my health issues, physical and mental, to conquer my internship and it was a long road. The people I trusted the most once upon a time are all OUT of my life, it was painful but I would have killed myself if I had an hour longer with them and its extremely unburdening(Yayy!!!). My dental treatment that tested my patience and my pain threshold limits, got over today with the 'cap' placement so now I'm free to fly out wherever I want, I'm straightaway headed to home, after which I might give a surprise visit to my sister who just had a baby, that's honestly the only positive thing to look forward to, until I start my coaching in New Delhi for the next chapter of my academic life. No jobs in the horizon as of yet, but I'm so damn ready to be independent.
My next chapter is going to unfold in the city of Delhi. I have been there before for a short period of 6 months, 6 years ago, and it wasn't the most pleasant experience. The crowd, the heat, the pollution was too much for me. I fell sick right before my exams, the last time. This time added precautions must be taken.
During last one year I did do something positive. I read a book on mutual funds and had first hand experience with investing and I like that I learned something new and so interesting, much wow. While I also got some bad news in form of another incurable hereditary disease that I haven't disclosed to anyone but my family so far. It was a mountain to conquer along with the heavy burden of a brand new job that doesn't pays you at all, and expects you to do 24 hour shifts at a sitting. That depression alone took a heavy toll on my health, weight, and there was no expectation of help from any corner of the world. Shame on you, world!!!
But now I feel better, a little dead inside, but healed on the outside. Ready to take up another challenge in the world that might break me to bones. Moving forward and keeping it more alive and happy from here onwards is my new mantra. See you soon.
Amazing article! I always look forward to your posts, all the very best for your new life in Delhi, I hope it will be a pleasant one this time. :)
ReplyDeleteThank you so much Anjum.
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